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π•Ήπ–Žπ–ˆπ–”β›₯π•Έπ–Žπ–“π–”π–—π–š ([personal profile] esbat) wrote2019-09-12 07:53 pm

𝔒𝔭𝔒𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔰𝔱

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karrie: (pic#12818967)

be gentle

[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-01 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The service in the mountains suck. How the hell anyone could expect to load a website let alone make a call in case of emergency was beyond her. October has zipped by and thankfully, no random drop-ins by their parents or any mishaps with Old Lace with her whole dinosaur thing means it's – normal? Is this normal? Maybe for runaways, but Karolina doesn't think too deeply on it.

The plan was to get to the library half an hour away and zip back to their 'humble abode' without being caught. Of course, on the way out – Nico catches her and now, they're two girls off on their own errands. It was pretty interesting to roam the almost empty rows of books, but when she finds one – Samhain for Simpletons – she'll grab it and slide it into her bag without too much attention.

She's nervous, of course, worried that Nico might suspect why she wanted to head into town. Thank God, there was a gluten-free bakery nearby. Perfect guise. It takes around 30 minutes for Karolina to return to the car they may or may not be 'borrowing'. Standing outside with her messenger bag and probably already snacking on a donut by the time Nico returns. ]


Mmpffh, hey. Ready to go back? I got enough donuts for the weekend to keep Molly happy.
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sob sob

[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-02 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Girlfriend is way better than the eternal 'it's complicated' that she's felt for most of her life. Complicated that her feelings are a bit more delicate and weird than she'd like β€” or so she thinks. There's never a moment where she doesn't miss Nico, so having her along was a blessing. She's thankful, but still stressed out over it.

Karolina nearly beams (in a non-luminescent way) when she sees Nico return, eyes wide and lips curved into a smirk even with a damn mouth full of donut. Hastily, she swallows it down and wipes the back of her mouth right before the peppered kiss is offered. ]


Hey, this place had a four out of five star on Yelp β€” it's pretty much verified for being the best donut shop in town, okay. I just had to sample it! Not everyone digs the whole gluten-free or vegan trend. [ Would Molly? No clue. Her free hand reaches out, gentle with a brush of her fingers to Nico's. Moments like that came too easily and she'll feel silly later for it. Being themselves was still a new topic, strange and freeing. Curiously, she eyes Nico's bag. ] You look like you made out like a bandit.
karrie: (pic#12819024)

you're killing ME

[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-02 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her nerves were shot, defensively trying to keep the focus on donuts or on Nico's doing. She'll take the brunt of that no problem β€” the least she could be blamed for. Maybe there's a bit of sweat on her forehead from how nervous she feels β€” don't mess this up, Kar β€” she thinks to herself. ]

Okay, we're totally going to have to get you playing Words with Friends or maybe I can go grab a thesaurus for you β€” [ Her magic was still unknown to her but she tries to get it. Tries to help when she can. Words and implications were two tough subjects and she doesn't want Nico wasting them. ] Or I can light show next time in a super covert way. It'll be our first heist.

[ There's a small panicked smile on her face as she shrugs her shoulders β€” turning as if she's ready to get back into the car. ]

Donuts and was going to hit up the thrift store, but nah. Nothing worth lifting. β€” Ready to go?

[ She cuts herself off, not as slick as she'd like. ]
karrie: (pic#12818966)

shhhh

[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-03 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She'll pass the donuts off, but keep the bag. In fact β€” she's even quick to take lead on driving!!! Her scurry to get in the car and get back was clearly different, she tosses the messenger bag in the back, but in the sweeping motion β€” the flap comes undone and opens up. The "LTONS" visible as the book half slides out. The cover decor was brilliantly dark with symbols Nico may find familiar. Either way, Karolina is none the wiser as she settles and forces a quick smile on her face. ]

Whatever we need to do, we'll do it. Short of community college English classes. Heard those are a bust, anyway. [ It's a teasing, supportive joke. They need to all be their best, you know? If Nico needs help, Karolina would do anything to assist. ] Maybe online classes.
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-05 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ The engine barely cranks over and gets a good start. The slight rumble of the carframe unnerves her, but hey – it got them here, it'll get them back. She hopes. ]

Does this mean I get to be a study buddy? [ Sounds cute. Karolina's nose practically wrinkles at the thought. ] Even for dumb online classes or light reading?
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-06 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Look, they also should be doing a lot of other things as opposed to running away and living in the mountains, but hey – hands on the wheel are the least of their concerns. Little gestures like that do mean a lot to her, eases her own concerns and makes her feel – light. Different than her other form that was light itself. She beams a smile that she feels almost embarrassed to have right after. ]

We're partners in crime now, what's a little more added to the list?

[ "Crime" was loose but she knows the sentiment. The roads were pretty easy to navigate, but Karolina checks the rear view every so often. A shiver of paranoia to ensure they aren't followed – culty parents would do that to you. ]

Boring is good – after everything.
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-10 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
I so wish I had that on video.

[ Karolina has to tease her. It was moments like this that mean the most to her. She didn't have to put on a brave face, didn't have to act normal. Nico was always the one she felt drawn too – and something as simple as the squeeze of her hand makes her heart creep up her throat. A few words slip out instead – ]

Doesn't mean we can't have the simple things, though. Molly was asking about Christmas already.
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-13 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She makes it easy to rib her when she goes along with it! Eyes off the road only for a brief moment, she glances for those stolen moments of a rare smile on Nico's face. Karolina was not experienced in this whole stuff – dating, girls even – so she goes along with it as best as she can without overthinking. Without wondering if she was going to mess this up.

Part of her knows how much Nico has been through, more than what weighs on her. There's pity there, but also a warmth that wants to blanket the mage in comfort and hide her from the rest of the world. A light that Karolina feels harder and harder to dim. ]


I know, but department stores started Christmas sales since July. Can't really blame her – [ And swerve, their car turns up a road away from the main traffic. If they filter through enough streets, they'll find themselves on the road up to the mountains. ] No vacation out of state for the holidays, but it'd be cute to decorate the HQ, right? Just to make it feel more...

[ Like a home, unspoken. ]
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-15 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ignore her as she runs a stop-sign looking at her gorgeous girlfriend who pulled some ESP stuff on her. Thankfully there was no cop or innocent civilian to see it. Gotta love the "suburbs". ]

Make it a real Hallmark Channel one. We even have our own Grinch-y thing with Old Lace. [ She's teasing, of course. Just as Nico talks of presents, her mind races to the book in the back. Sure, it's not much of anything pertaining to Christmas but – if she can get a book... imagine what else she could get Nico? Kar isn't a total sticky-fingered thief, but she's willing to go there for her girl.

Oh...

Her face turns red at the thought – her girl. ]


I'll even take a quiet morning with no drama as a nice present. Sleep in a bit later too – ahhhh. I'm getting ahead of myself!
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-20 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I could... but that'd just make it seem even more lame.

[ There's a weak deflect there, one that was not even too hard of a struggle. Maybe she wants to bring the topic up, but a small little light inside of her blinks out. Karolina wishes part of her could be outspoken like Nico and Gert, but – she plays it cool. Plays it casual. ]

Would a generic 'you' be good enough?
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-10-26 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ No was not what she expected. It was totally – sudden. As if the walls of the car was crushing in like some campy adventure movie. She stepped on the booby trap and now the boulder was one big awkward confession of her feelings. Fortunately, the book and why she was at the only library was left on the back burner. ]

Okay, okay! What I may or may not do is totally... a variable. But – because it'll be a long ride back if I don't...

[ Teasing or not, she feels Karolina's hands tighten a bit. ]

I just – this is all new. Exciting and new. I've never had the chance to just be who I am. Glowing, girly, and gay. [ Is that too on the nose? ] Sometimes I wake up and wonder if it's all just some dream. Yeah, this... isn't the life we thought we'd have but – it's good with you. I feel like I have you, even if everything else is unsure. There's no dream, just you.
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-11-05 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's like her breath was stolen from her. She feels as if she's floating away if not for Nico's hold onto her. The gentleness the girl offers – how could anyone think she was cold, cruel, and just sad? There was such warmth to her that even an embodiment of light felt burned by the touch. ]

You help me be the person I want to be. [ Even if she feels tears tug at her eyes, she steels onward. ] It's not some fairy tale, you know? Not some ... knight or princess. It's bumpy, it's unsure – but never with you. I don't think our story is. It's... it's kind of the realest thing in Cali for me, you know?
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[personal profile] karrie 2019-11-12 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Not the typical heroes of a story, but I don't think we're wearing capes anytime soon.

[ It almost was like they were playing pretend. Was it selfish of her to be okay with that? The teases Nico offers tightens her chest, makes her head feel light – and as streets turn to miles and road turns to dirt, they get closer to 'home'. The conversation remains light, happy – an escape Karolina desperately needed.

When the car rattles to a stop, she just sits there. ]


How long do you think we're going to be here? In this place.

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I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD HOLIDAY <3

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